HELLLOOOOO world!! yay!! super duper yay!! my computer is FINALLY ALIVE AND RUNNING!!

i tell u.. just came home from supper at sempang bedok!! wahaha.. WE FORGOT TO PAY FOR OUR FOOD!! we only realised it in the cab home!! hahaha.. to the maxish i tell u.. only tis happens to us!! ahahahah.. still can't believe it.. LOL.

anyhow.. today was lovely.. went to read books and go bras bersah.. wa.. love reading and love arty farty stuff.. ar.. i'm a sucker for that!! like a slug i tell u..

basically.. everythings been pretty hazy.. my future.. my university plans and courses.. my weeks.. and my memory is getting from BAD TO WORSE.. i can't seem to remember what i did 2 days before.. no wait, i mean the day before.. it seems like eons ago.. my goodness.. before u know it, i'll be using the anti-wrinkle creams!!!

all i can say is that... feeling so messed up. it's like ya, i should leave it in God's hands.. but the thing is that.. taking the first step seems hard? can't explain it.. it's come to a point where i'm just tired. it's like how do i keep doing what i'm doing.. to go into cell each sunday and feel that sense of conviction to teach from my heart when i'm feeling so spiritually down at times? it really feels so so sucky.. like a (-)ve 1 on a sine curve.. that's why i'm just amazed how i go into cell and teach even when i'm prepared and i know i've learnt something.. i think God uses my experiences to "talk" to them..

perhaps i'm not good with facts and figures.. but i sure know that my life story is one that has trillions of experiences catered to answer most questions in breakthro.. i just hope that i'll have the patience and the will to see it thro..

"Don't get impatient, remember how God dealt with you-with patience and with gentleness; but never water down the truth of God. Let it have its way and never apologize for it. Jesus said, "Go and make disciples," not "make converts to your opinions." -oswald chambers

-she bangs-