jo jus sent me tis website, www.fitday.com! freaking good for trackin yr fat or carbo intake..! =)

well.. today was a fun day, went bowling.. shoppin.. but the highlight of my day was.. praying for ling and sueann and the rest of the NUS muggin crew. i dunno why, or how come it was.. but yar.. the power of prayer.

i'm dedicating tis post to... memories. mum turned 50 not too long ago.. sat downstairs with her eating ice cream, the ones the ah-pek comes in their motorcycles ringin the bells? yar.. had ice cream with mama late at nite on her birthday, downstairs.. had a chance to talk to her.. i love my mummy.. after stayin in the hostel.. realised the importance of family and how much i miss em thro' the week. u have no idea. i'm so happy that she received christ! but its gettin her to church tats the hurdle! =) anyhow, that was the loveliest day i spent with my mama in a long time.

its gonna be close to one year.. one fateful and eventful year. its come to a point where the fiber glass walls between us are so thick that even when i see you, i have to plough thro that thick wall to get to you. this semester has shown me how diff life would be when sch starts.. and its really different i'd say. its not worth it anymore and it took me soo long to figure that out. there were many times when i wanted e fleeting moments to remain.. but u noe... all the moments added up.. i dunnoo.. aren't as thick as the walls u put up around you. oh well..

i'm 19! eeeks! one more yr to bein a decade old. gosh. cell has been awesome.. seein them "grow" up and jerome lost so much weight!!! weee hee! jess has been very dear to me cuz i see myself in her.. they've been awesome.. despite in the beginnin when i'll run over opp church and jus feel so overwhelmed and let it all out to the "AA" circle.. haha.. golly. things sure have changed..

so far, tis year has been such a roller coaster ride.. with and in everything.. ntu, church stuff, a levels results, camps, friends and wood. but all i can say is..

i'm at my best when i'm in tune with God's word.

-listening-