been feelin like crap for e past few days. and i found the cause... wasn't walking with the Lord. stupid stoooopid me. let such doubt and frustration get the better of me. sluggy was like.. go sleep!! all the i-hate-myself crap. feel like such a stooopid human being. there i was... thinkin.. why me Lord? if i have you and i'm feelin like tis, what bout ppl without u? all i can say.. like Kenny's MSN nick, one hr with the Lord changes EVERYTHING.

love strummin on guitar. sorta like heals my soul and gives me an outlet to just let it all go.. thank u Lord for tis wonderful instrument.

just found out yesterday on my webmail that its time to choose our choice of Stream for engineering. i wanted Material Science but apparantly cannot. sigh. so now.. my first choice would be.. environmntal engineering. its so clear but all i can do now is mug my ass off and pray like there's no tmr that my grades would be good enuff for that stream, cuz i really dun wanna do civil or mechanical. if i do get them, i will most likely leave NTU. but i believe that tat's not what the Lord wants for me. cuz He knows what best.. n i'm sure he knows that i cannot, i CANNOT handle physics. God help me. for the second time in my life, i'm really afraid. as in scared scared, as in the kind that if i don't get this, i will be lost. LOST. so, pls pray for me and with me? =)

jus came back from a swim. did 20 laps. but blurr me, left my goggles there so i had to walk all the way back to retrieve it. heh. but the swim was good. good start to a muggish day. jo applied to nus yest. woooooot! its a tues man.. tmr got yachting. wee hee. exciting~ thurs goin Harry's with my last sem class.

-Everything created by God reflects His glory in some way-