wow wee. first off, i have tis giant blueblack from rollerbladin yest! eeks!

read Tuesdays with Morrie today at BORDERS! my fav! sprawled at the Designated Children's area with my brother and emily.. and jus kept reading... interesting. my FIRST ever borders outing with my brother! had so much fun... i'll always remember e moment when he reached for my hands when goin up the mrt escalator...! mmm! walked to far east for lunch cum dinner and had the buffet.. at tat jap restaurant at the basement.. SPOILT MY MOOD AR! thoroughly annoyin when they didn't wanna clear emily's bowl cuz there were noodles inside. EEKS. talk about service in singapore.. we're like ranked 20 something.. tsk tsk.

read tis from tuesdays wif morrie... "the way you get meaning into your life is to devote yrself to loving others.." got me thinkin about my life. is it all a pursuit of things that seeeeems "meaningful" because we rationalise and base our "mm.. tats right/ok" cuz tats wat society or the world says. -shakes head-

my heart just feels sad.