"The dawn is breaking, A light shining thro',
You're barely walking, And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah...

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide..."

lyrics to Collide by Howie Day. like this song, don't ask me why.. i just do. not that i collide with anyone, but somehow, just somehow, i guess i'm not done with saying "i wish...".

rates for bkk, for 3 days 2 nights or 4 days 3 nites, we can get it under $200 with tax included. yarh. chatted with terence just now.. the newly crowned "pez dispenser"! THANK you terence. grin.

feeling spiritually dry, so if ur gonna ask me "Are you okay?" , no i'm not. just give me time, and i will be. 2 more papers to go, but i'm so whatever already. all the errands that i have to run, getting super irritated. but then again, i brought this upon myself. so ah bothers. went for a jog just now, still feel the same.

not in a mood for anything. cheney got the brunt of my whateverness yest during tuition.. but it ended well, cuz we walked opp for prata and talked. he's a pretty good listener when he's not in his mischevious mood.. so it went well. lost it badly when i was on the phone, then i went silent. cuz i was shocked at myself.. why are? always get short tempered when it comes to u? i'm just sorry.

do we hurt the ones closest to us not that we want to, but we just do? do we not put our pride down all because we do not want to seem vulnerable or to admit tat we're wrong? do we say the things we do not mean all in the name of our stubborness? or do we just push them away because we just don't know what to do?

-make a first impression-