DONE. just came up from an hr jog. it was good.

felt a little disappointed when u said no to next saturday, oh wells. u noe how u ever said how i should start doing the things u like doing? or ask u what u actually liked to do and all tat stuff? how bout u? why is sat a bad day? cuz u have to prep for cell? cuz u wanna rest at home? cuz there's a football match? cuz u wanna spend time with yr family? i dunno. i seriously dun. its just ONE saturday out of the many.. why no?

sometimes i tink, i'm not accomodating enough. i'm not understanding enough. i'm not listening or paying attention at all. maybe, maybe i'm right after all. coming to the end of the line, coming to the end of the dateline i set for "us", coming to the end of this chapter of my life, where do we go from there?

actually, i tink i take "us" too seriously sometimes. i should like how u always say "Chill..". aren't u tired of me getting fed up over the weirdest things? like how u say "where got time to do.." or u noe last nite when u said "this is the dam library?" i was like.. what?? seriously. aren't u tired of saying i'm sorry? aren't u tired of taking my crap?

life's too short for regrets. i'm not gonna sit around and regret about the things i did, the things i said, the things that i will do. if u think about it, 10 years passes oh so fast, why should we regret about the things we felt so right about? i'm done with feeling sorry. i'm done with saying "i wish..". i'm done with being just another someone. i'm done with taking.

if you stopped wanting, if you stopped waiting, if you stopped wondering, if you stopped and smelt the roses, what would it be? does the physical things define whats within?

-coming to the crossroad-