my heart hurts. was looking thro e old sms-es i've saved.. and i read Chelsie's sms-es. Chelsie's my cell member, but she's been MIA for the past 3 months.. i miss her. i miss the walks we use to take on the way back to church.. or laughin with her in church along with Yane.. i miss following up with her. i seriously wonder.. *how are u?*

brought to mind.. if one, just one of our cell members go missing, our own human heart hurts, how bout' the Lord?

u might be thinking, why don't i do something bout it? i have. we[the cell] have.. but to no avail. sms-ed her, called her, sent a card from the entire cell to her.. email-ed her.. did everything i could do, but there's one final option, go down to her sec sch to find her. *should i?*

shelving tis for now. i tink the to-do list after my exams seems to be getting longer. but definitely have time for syed. hehe. a time for AA!

terence sent me 3 brilliant songs last nite. one called "Proof".. really nice and funny. grin. my brains are messed up with Array now. = looking forward to cell! wooopy. rest and relax day.

to those that are down with FLU, COUGH or FEVER: take gallons of water, keep warm, eat more vitamins, sleep early and take tons of care. =)

-looking forward to seeing you, hopefully-