revival. i tink even before i can be "revived", need to get right with God. started planning out stuff for cell for the whole year with Ching Lu yesterday... very exciting. lots to do, and i'm happy that we've started.

i agree with Patrick when he said, when you become a leader, you're bound to be attacked more often by the devil than when u weren't. u noe how sometimes u feel so discouraged, tired, frustrated with everything and anything?? i tink tats the lie of the devil. but somehow, i get taken in, and get consummed into a freaking viscious cycle.

we all can make a difference. but it has to begin from within. for the past 2 weeks, i grew tired of making that difference. wasn't really there for ppl, coupled with exams..just made it worse. am getting to the "i'm okay" phase.. getting back, but not quite there yet. so to AA, we'll simpang BEFORE I FLY PLEASE.

went to watch It takes two!!! for free. aiyah but shire girl COULDN'T make it. shakes head. hahaha. don, terence, daniel, brendon and ME. felt a little weird, but ah wells.. all Lighthouse ppl! wooohoo. hossan leong is brilliant. that was the highlight of my week, something happy to look forward to i guess. other than one side of my heels came off, which was highly embarrassing, i had a good time.

spending more time with my family... making up for lost time away in hostel.

just waiting.

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