contrary to popular belief, the whole put braces procedure is NOT PAINFUL. i stress.. the procedure of putting [sticking the metal pieces, cum extraction, cum changing rubber bands] is not painful. BUT, eating, chewing, biting down on something HURTS THE CRAP OUT OF YOU. just clamping down, i feel like screaming and banging my head on the wall. =/

had mee sua for lunch. sianness.

so i sat in crystal jade for dinner today. i wanted to bite my tongue off! surrounded by all the wonderous smell... i had to settle for... pei dan zhou. not too bad.. BUT I COULDN'T CHEW THE MEAT. sigh. i swallowed most of it without chewing. plus when the tofu came... ah.. the ends were hard. so u see... they should come out with dishes that is filling yet without must chewing. accomodate to the braces population. i'm kinda hungray. ah wells.

watched "Be with you" at orchard cine.. GO AND WATCH IT. as usual i teared.. cuz its so heart wrenching cum nice cum good plot cum ah.... worth my $9.50. this is a must see for all those who are attached, getting attached, or waiting to be attached. hahaha.. which means the whole world. =)

living out our obligations.

do we buy something because we feel obligated to? i know i used to, but now, not anymore. or i try not to.

asking myself more questions as time passes... i guess that's why older people don't really live out loud, cuz everything just goes on in their heads.

it hurts trying to make a decision. no matter what choice we make; strings are attached. learning to let go. piece by piece... little by little. sometimes when you've given the best you know how, you've done all that you could... you take a step back... what does it taste like? is the aftertaste bitter like those darn ice coffee that taste like eeeeeeee "why did i get it???", or will it be overtly sweet like teh si peng that has too much si?

are we all medium rare? look cooked on the outside yet bleeding on the inside?

just slap me now. ah wait.. dun slap me.. hahaha.. dun wanna get cut on my lips. hahahah.

fiction-ated.