mood: not too fine

i miss the days when i could jus bum and do whatever i want.

emotions. are we all clouded by our emotions that we use our heart more than our head? and if we use none of our heart and all of our head, is that how one prevents getting hurt? is that how we should run our lives and make our decisions? i say siao ar!! i dun want to be numb, i'm jus tired of dealing with us at times. where's my shovel..

the heart.. i think my heart can't take it anymore. nowadays.. i jus feel tat i could suffer a melt down soon.. from the stress of muggin for exams[in 5 weeks time], from travelling here n there.. from availing myself to things.

such fleeting moments.. i jus wish i could jus sit, and enjoy all thats around me. i need rest. i need to know where i'm going. looking forward to june, cuz thats when the real change begins. or so i hope.

-destined to win-