i can't do it all by myself.

gonna go for cell chalet tmr.. i'll just pack tmr cuz i'm too tired. went for a jog, and usually, i love my jogs, but i just hated today's one.. dunno why. maybe due to the constant SMOKERS who pass me by. arrgh. doesn't matter.

really didn't prep myself to coming back home to singapore. slap me now.

listened to the Lighthouse Challenge in the afternooon... felt inspired and encouraged.. took points down.. now, gotta make them real. yes i know.. i'm slow.. ONLY LEFT 2 weeks... yeah yeah.. i get it... but better late then never.. I'M TRYING MY BEST!

my insides are like.. ripped apart. really. i dunno where to start, but thank u ching lu for listening and all.. we're in this together. cell.. cell.. cell. feeling stretched out inside.. my parents.. my obligations to friends.. relationships to salvage. ahhh..

give me time cuz i want to sort everything out.. just need more time.

-don't walk on by-