i'm okay. not exactly okay okay, but okay.

Friends are God's way of taking care of us
really really thankful for great friends like sluggy, sueann, feng, cheryl, bazhang, jo, eugene.. still blessed to be able to see His hand in my life, still able to appreciate His goodness and His awesome grace, cuz they are ever so much more magnified in my daily life than ever before.

mon, got an sms from jan regarding cheney.. so it was a good uplifter to know that, i am more than just a student, more than just a name. getting really excited about the changes happening in cell, really happy e more i tink about it. =)

tues, got a lovely letter from my friend [sufeng, aka giggley!]. really thank you, cuz once more i was brought to the crossroad where i felt His love and His comfort. and in this post, i wanna say, thanks for being more than a friend feng, esp during the whole ordeal of u know what. let's jiayou with prog. eeeee!

felt the roses, felt the thorns. experienced the good, walked thro' the bad. leaving all this aside for now, leaving my thoughts with it too.

perhaps we have to reach the very bottom of our emotions, to feel the pain, to feel all such empowering feelings, so that u can push off to greater heights? perhaps.


You say: "I'm not able" God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8)
You say: "It's not worth it" God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28)
You say: "I can't forgive myself" God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)
You say: "I can't manage" God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)
You say: "I'm afraid" God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7)

You say: "I can't go on" God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)

-shaken, not stirred-