crashed my friend's maddness n literature lecture today. interesting. learnt this.. the longer we spend with each other, the lesser we know about one another. WHY? cuz we stopped looking at each other. we keep comparing ppl to cliches, preventing ourselves to see them for their own true self. the lecturer was talking about a book called "The book of evidence". really interesting.

have i stopped looking at you? we will never be together if all we do is live in fear. true happiness. what does it mean? is happiness that pot of gold after the rainbow? do we perceive happiness to be something that we've not got? do we believe in the idea that true happiness is not the state that we're in jus because we face struggles here and there? or have we placed true happiness as a commodity that can only be attained once we start feeling right about things? when we start delighting in what we're doing, not because we have to do it, but because we want to do it? is happiness that true after all?the simple things in life, flying a kite, sitting a swing, taking a stroll.. don't this count for that little bit of happiness? i hope u find your true happiness soon.

rach is rite. i need a break cuz deep down inside, i've fallen. if only you knew. looking forward to my 3 weeks away. away from my ritualised life. My way of escape.