its a monday, without the blues. good good.

had a long chat with dad in the car just now. yeah, a good 30 min. the last time i actually "talked" to my dad, was when i was 9 and i wanted to give up ballet. hahah. serious. i don't know how to explain our relationship. i mean, ya, we talk a bit when he sends me home from the jungle on fridays, but never really talk? the only time i heard my dad said i love u was when i was Primary 6. hahahha. wooot. BUT, he gets me, even if i dun have to say anything. thats my dad for u in a nutshel.. oh and if u thought i'm crazy, YOU HAVE YET TO MEET MY FAMILY. =)

he sorta gave me "life" advice. hahaha. yeah.. one of "The Talks" you'll have with yr dad someday. hahaha. told me about my Uncle who's like some asia pacific high up there in Shell.. interesting and at the same time reassuring. basically my dad said "Just do what u like. what u don't like, just give it up. if u want environmental engineering, go for it..." i love my dad.

the other day at brunch with my Uncle[same Shell uncle] and my Aunty, he spoke to me about job aspects and all e different kind of graduates he meets. hahaha. then he went, "Cordelia, so which engineering will u be choosing?" and i went.. "maybe environmental?" then he nodded his head, and said "mmm.. good good. cuz companies these days want to be more environmentally aware of things...." hahahaha. i just smiled and ate my laksa.

spoke to my sister online yest and it went well too. she's leaving for paris for a shoot soon. my family ain't perfect, and we do have our screams[yes, screams], but laughs too. hahaha. laughed with my dad all the way home just now. so i had a swell day today. plus managed to spend time with my mum too. so, i'm really blessed to have em. taking baby steps to bringing them, esp my bro to church.

3 days till exams. thankfully, i'm still calm. stressed but not really at my wits end cum many clips on the hair cum spending half the time fretting about what i do not know kind? hahah. its definitely God's grace or that i'm really leaving it in His hands.

feeling really happy about stuff now. family, cell, holiday, and you too. happy tat we cleared up some stuff last nite, happy tat we're in this together. ANYONE UP FOR BANGKOK in july?!!?!?!


everything's falling into place. one by one.. and yes, i'm getting a glimpse of the rainbow.

-happy tan-