unleash the POWER!

6 more days to my absolutely i-can't-wait exams. HURR, with a capital H in bold i tell u.

been at HOME, yes glorious blk 495F instead of the jungle. i love my home. so yah, gonna jus stay in and practise maths and do the usual prep-for-exams stuff. jigggaaaabooooo. practised maths for like 2 hrs, and i napped for 2.5hrs. hahah. i love my productivity. =)

spending more time with my bro. been eons since i did. so it was good. spoke to sue for like 1hr 45 min yest till 4am. haha. gooood talk.

yes, 3 more weeks and all this will be over. balls to exams! and my new co-leader is visiting tmr!! wooopy ay eh! =)

we'll finally have the talk. somehow, i tink God's preparing me for what's to come. slowly but surely... i tink i know what i have to do, not that i want to, but i need to. can't keep living in grey-ness. some days are just sooo messed up, and others are rosy. just feel so lost at times. i'm happy tat we're beginning to open up to each other. yes i am. very actually. i want u to see me without the walls that i put up, i want u to know the very true me, yet i'm so hesistant. cuz deep down inside, i'm afraid of losing u. dun get e wrong idea, i am who i am, just tat i don't go ard telling everyone the things that bother me and all tat kinda stuff? get my drift?

u matter a great lot to me. i've realised that my mood, and how i feel, they're usually contingent on how "we" are.. e.g: if we had a happy time and day out, i'd feel like.. FLY ME TO THE MOON[frank sinatra], and i'm like (+)ve 1 on e sine curve.


are we all waiting to be rescued?

-it has begun-