hmmm.. u noe how some disappointments are our appointments with God? i totally agree.. jus got down to prayin awhile ago.. and felt such peace.. i can't describe..

i often ask myself.. am i doing enough for my cell? are they growin spiritually? am i helpin them to achieve their potential? how can i get them interested? that's when doubts and fears just clouds everything and ruins my standin with God. to keep giving.. to keep labouring.. to keep runnin this race.. it never is easy.. but it's so easy to just run on our own strength.. that's when you teach and realize that things just doesn't flow? today was HUGE wake up call for me.. MAJOR.

as leaders, we HAVE to move together.. and we HAVE to pray for our leaders.. like bro sam.. cuz when i put myself in his shoes.. wa.. i'll just be blown away. how he keeps giving and trying and he's such an encouragement to why we do what we do. bottom line- we have to pray as one and pray for and with each other.. that's the only way. i guess?

well.. so much to do.. so.. to the max.

-getting better-