It's midnight. gosh. had a lovely day out with emily.. catchin up and all.. ya. felt like a slug.. kept yawnin and yawnin.. u won't believe what we did.. after sitting/bumming at cartel for like 3 hrs.. we went to isetan only to find ourselves sitting at shoe section yawnin our hearts out.. stoning. ha. what a day i say..

bought daddy a belated father's day slice of cake!!! finally.. after 19 years on the planet.. i told my dad, "we love you!" .. after what john said durin the announcement in church.. ya, i wanted to let my dad know.. well.. am glad i did.

it's been so long.. where do i begin. i'm still BURNT from wild wild wet theme park since thurs.. gosh. my ear is still muffled!! pray for my ear.. will be servin for MS this sat.. so.. ya.. have faith that while singin.. my hearin will be back to normal!

cell was FABULOUS!! had 2 new comers and they're stayin in the cell.. forever.. hahaha.. grin. yay!! finally new blood.. and finally.. the cell is GROWING!! yahoo!! lesson went well.. in fact.. everythin just flowed.. they responded.. praise and worship was amazing.. God was good. i mean, God is good. all the time i'd say! BUT.. gotta work on the cell's unity.. yup yup.. guess its my fault, cuz in the beginnin i didn't instill tat we'll sit together durin speedlight and have lunch after that.. but it's like 1/2 of the cell will serve for speedlight.. so.. there's gonna be like 6 of us.. hmmm.. need to find an efficient way of followin up.. gosh. hope they don't feel neglected.. cuz followin up has been my weakest point.. and they're still in the holiday mode.. hahaha.. nvm.. i'll start small.. how how how??

praiselight. that has been an issue for a long time now.. when i'm called to serve for MS for praiselight.. i have no qualms bout it. none. i know that i'll really be serving and praising the Lord. but when i'm asked to go back for prac for speedlight choir.. i'm not convicted enuff.. or.. let's say.. i'm hesistant. very. VERY. it's not bout pride.. it's not bout what notes i can sing.. but its bout whether i'm going back for the rite reasons.. attitude. it's been 8 months.. or longer since i went back.. and the longer i wait.. the longer i hesistate.. the less i see myself going back. help. i've left this area of my life.. untouched. kept it out of prayer in a long while... cuz.. other things came into the picture.. uni.. cell.. life.. friends.

ay.. its the last week of hols for my cell.. love hols.. i think i've been enjoyin every single bit of it for the past 7 months? such a slug.. must exploit it to the maximus.. shall go cycling.. gyming.. and argh.. haven't picked up a guitar yet.. argh. nvm.. wait for this months allowance.. *fingers crossed* what else have i not done that i told myself to do.. FLY KITES! yes. i must i must i must.. hmm.. other than that.. i've fulfilled what i wanted to do after the "A" levels.. yay. satisfaction! *huge grin*

i miss all the guys who are in NS. man.. serving the nation.. and yar.. gosh. miss jinli.. who's in sispec rite now.. perhaps learnin how to use some weapon or what not.. miss talkin to em.. i guess army changes ppl.

hmmm.. just wanna get out of singapore again. gosh. love bangkok.

-try shutting up-