the motherLOAD. feel like shit now.. damn it. damn it .. damn it. u won't believe what i did.. i missed the SMU talk today.. which was supposed to go down and book my interview dates.. argh.. feelin so so so screwed.. just called up the admission office and they'll get back to me.. hope for the best? shit. shit. shit. i'm freakin stupid and freakin screwed i tell u.. shit shit shit. damn.

-argh-