how do u ever know enough is enough? i'm doing all that i can, my best.. and u say it's not enough? it seems like I'M the one who sucks big time.. i'm the one who's at fault.. i'm the one who isn't good enough.. damn it. if i wanna feel bad bout myself.. i just have to talk to u. you are so damn volatile. i tot these few days were fine.. prayed with u.. listened to yr woes.. went out.. and u can still have the balls to say that lately u feel that i don't care about u enuff? it's ALWAYS bout' u. good. great. well done.

i'm leaving it all at the cross.. hurt beyond description. lookin forward ever so much more to bangkok.. a good break from it all.. a good chance to just relax and well.. experience living once more.

"Logic is silenced in the face of every one of these things. Only one thing can acount for it- the love of God in Christ. "Out of the wreck I rise" every time." -oswald chambers