"Oh Lord I will give my life to You, loving You, serving You as a living sacrifice.. Give my heart, give my strength, give my very BEST for You.." part of the theme song for my church camp.. and i can honestly say.. i have never ever felt ever so much more convicted to do God's work and give my all for Him. am so much more restored, anoited and His peace and love have filled me up and i'm ready.

the last church camp was the turnin point in my life, the beginning of surrendering.. and for this church camp.. i am empowered and that i can truly say.. greater is He that is within me. felt the urge to start doing something for my family cuz my parents and bro are not saved and my sis has back slided.. i have to, i must and i will.

when this song came on durin one of the worship sessions.. "Thank You for the cross.. thank You for the nail pierced hands.. washing all my sin and shame.." i was so overwhelmed.. so taken.. so amazed.. so broken. Thank You for the cross.

the past 4 days have stretched me to my limit.. my SMU interview.. games com.. GAD tribe.. preparations.. but it's also taught me so much. i've come to realised that everythin right from the uni admissions all the way to the camp pre-preparations and the events in the camp were all put and placed by God.. in His own perfect time to let me see.. faith. faith. faith.

i can't explain what faith is.. but i can tell u what faith can do. it changes yr life.. forever.

the second day of camp was mind blowing.. had my interview.. had the treasure hunt game.. had such a great worship session.. i was mentally drained and physically exhausted.. but the Lord came thro for me.. He did.

being in camp com has certainly been such an experience. it really taught me the value of servanthood.. to just keep serving.. service to God. all the behind the scenes.. the meetings.. the doing.. really really am so humbled and so encouraged when i see the rest of the camp com working. God is so good.. and i'm really so blessed to be in this church with all this great people.

just came home from post camp briefing.. yupp.. it was good. God still is good.. playing Hillsongs.. United More than life album.. it rocks.. gosh. Met up with jinli just now.. miss talkin to him so much.. haven't seen him in a gazillion years.. well.. home alone cuz family went to malacca.. it's a good alone time to think and reflect how i wanna live the rest of the year.. hope SMU comes through for me..

i had enuff of people talkin bout NUS.. really, i had enuff. but i'm glad i didn't get Arts and Social science cuz i really wouldn't noe wat i'm gonna do with my life afterwards.. so.. i dunno.. just hope and pray it'll all work out in due time.. hmmm.. Joshua Generation.. wat Pacer said durin one of the sermons really spoke to me.. so.. i'm gonna go like be alone for awhile.. lookin forward to cell tmr.. so.. just wanna end of this post with.. All that we ever need is God.