muffled. that's rite.. my ear has been muffled for the PAST WEEK!! gosh. i still can't hear perfectly with my left ear.. it really is true.. i mean.. u won't know or value somethin unless its really gone! aiyayaya.. help!

been thinkin bout hostel living.. haha.. gosh. must STOP taking my house for granted.. the cup of cold water.. just a few steps away.. the privacy.. the space.. my own bathroom.. food.. hmmm.. sigh. so much to take into consideration.. BUT i can't wait! ha. gonna be roomies with lesley[yes, she's a girl..]. hahaha.. hope and pray we get hall 2 or some other halls with our very own toilets!!! aiyayaay!

hmmm.. went back to sch to collect my a level cert today.. can't believe i actually survived 2 whole years in tpjc!! weeee..

*kodak moment* need to be alone.. ya. time to take things slow and just well.. be alone. there's comes a point in time when u just don't feel like going out or doing anything.. now, that's true bumming.. and i'm in e mood for it.. ay..but i still wanna go to the gym. hate fats.

still deciding whether to go for the hostel camp.. came home and received another big envelope from NTU.. all the camps and student union stuff.. gosh. hmmm.. nothin catches my eye.. help. not in the mood for orientation camp or hostel camp or whatever camp.. just feel like decoratin my hostel room and gettin my life straightened out.. don't get me wrong.. i'm not suicidal or anythin.. i just feel that it's too "ra-ra" and i guess.. i'm tired. sick of being and not becoming.

went to borders today.. read "Eat, shoots and leaves".. hahah.. nice. gettin a few books next week.. going sun-tanin with emily next week.. hopefully su feng will wanna go gym again!! yar. just wanna immerse in reading and waitin for the day that i can brin myself to GO FLY KITE! ha. grin.

anyway.. really pleased to follow up with 2 of my cell memebers yesterday.. jon and alena.. must try and instill effective follow up.. but i have no idea in going about.. ay.. but the idea is there.. weeee.. tryin to get my bro to go sparklight this sunday.. most likely with be the 3 o'clock one.. but i dunnoo.. we'll see.. we'll see.

-note to self: gotta save money for end of yr trip!