feeling sickish.. urgh.. must be the tom yam yesterday!! gosh. ooooh ooh.. MS!!! first time ever serving as a gospelighter!! really thank God.. went with ling to pray with one lady.. and later i prayed together with tis lady who had cancer. after prayin for her, i went back to my seat and was just.. shocked. thankful that the holy spirit led me as i prayed but shocked. realized that people came with all sorts of sickness.. cancer, leukemia... really can declare from the bottom of my heart, what a mighty God we serve! such an experience..

then on e bus we gathered to pray for choir.. it felt so right. so much to pray for.. so much to do.. and just so glad that we prayed. the power of prayer.. amazed.

SUNDAY!! cell was good.. 2 new comers!!! eeeeeee har!!! very happy that they invited their friends.. but yar.. i know i was supposed to be happy and joyful and all.. but at the end of it.. felt so frustrated cuz the members were so reluctant to pray for one another.. which i shouldn't have. argh.. hate myself. sometimes i just take matters into MY own hands and not let Him work. that's still work in progress.. definitely. just feel like i'm imposing perfection at times.. urgh. next cell session must must must.. W.W.J.D? hmmm..

ooh ooh oooooh.. went for PRAC!! really thank God for jo and ling.. jo has this like it'll-be-ok look.. very comforting.. carol, jan, sharon, celeste.. their.. "OH YR BACK!!!" hahaha.. very nice.. heart felt warm. BUT, i'm still not ready. so much tots raced thro my mind.. "i won't be sittin with em in service", "i won't be havin lunch with them and walkin wif them to church", "evangelistic sundays.. ".. and my flock is still young. uni life haven't even kicked in yet.. so, i'm gonna keep it prayer. i must. spoke to engie bout it.. really thank God that she understands.

SPOKE TO JINLI!! hahaha.. so happy! finally spoke to him for a good whole 20 minutes.. miss him so much! yar yar yar yar.. he's going taiwan soon.. so exciting!!!

2 more weeks till school starts.. God help me. goin down to NTU on thursday.. get my keys for hostel!! oh YARR!! i got HALL 2!!! thank u LORD!!! wee hee.. hope we get the room that has our own toilets and not 2 rooms to one toilet!!! hope alvin ong gets hall 2!! can go supper or something.. grin. gonna miss my bumming lifestyle. doubt i'll ever bum liked i've bum for the past 7 months.. maximizing the time left!!! must go roll on my bed and appreciate my toilet and fridge and TV!

later going for a movie with jo,engie and celeste! so exciting.. BUT gotta go wash toilet and go on my exercise machine first.. YAR!

"Our Lord never worried and He was never anxious, because He was not "out" to realize His own ideas; he was "out" to realize God's ideas." -oswald chambers