goodbye bed, goodbye fridge, goodbye toilet, goodbye computer, goodbye my sofa and tv, goodbye my squeaky fan, goodbye my walls, goodbye my closet, goodbye my lovely table and room. goodbye house. GOODBYE.

ay.. last few hours before i'm ship off to my hostel! infact.. just 4 more hrs.. it's like 2.47am now.. just done packin and there's the motherload to bring over.. haha.. haven't even packed in my "wang-wang" biscuit and my canister.. and water bottle. gosh. ay.. left my huge bag at the hostel and forgot to take it back.. ayyaya. oh.. gonna miss my home oh so much. gonna miss the keyboard that i'm typing on.. and the floor my toes are on.. haha.. ay. will go roll on the floor later.. man. u guys have no idea.. miss my home already. so.. STOP TAKING YR HOUSES FOR GRANTED.

was reading angie aka bazhang's blog in the day.. and am so encouraged. she's really like.. definitely a Joshua. how she'll meditate on a verse thro the day or thro the week and so on and so forth.. how she really just put the Lord FIRST in EVERYTHING.. and i do mean, everything. angie, thank God for placing u in my life.. definitely.

was meditating on this verse thro' the day.. Romans 5:3-5 "Not only so, but we rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us."

just felt so happy.. so blessed. can't explain it.. how having hope in the Lord will not disappoint us... and to rejoice in our sufferings. everything has been going oh so smooth.. since last week.. and just so thankful for everything. received an sms from my cell member asking bout my day.. and another on msn too.. so blessed. so very blessed. all i can say.. is that God will NEVER shortchange us.. never.

i've come this far.. and i say that the above verses has been so very true in my life. so humbled by everything.. and feel so filled once more. God is good. yes, He is. note: it's not in past tense. because he will always be so, good.

goonna go off and be abandoned to Him now.

-smile, God loves you-