its been awhile.. so MUCH has happened..

1) count down at sluggy's house.. GOOD GOOD I TELL u! esp the buyin of ice at like 11.35pm on new year's eve! hahaha.. love AA. *hugs sluggy*

2) SCHOOL started. it started with a.. blehh. hahaha.. well.. yes, back to the jungle and stuff.. first day was super stressed out and runnin here and there to settle my modules.. jus so thankful that everythin went smoothly. yes indeed.. takin Cinema pleas and the Question of identity as my PE tis semester.. interesting~

3) my cell. very excited bout tis year esp since its a new year.. must get all the footing right.. stressing on punctuality.. yarp. workin on that in my life too.. punctuality. so much to do for them.. to do with them.. to do for the Lord! mm! exciting~

4) got my NEW WARDROBE! yay! its huge i tell u.. have to tip-toe to hang my clothes ar.. hahaa.. and yes.. it can fit the whole AA inside. hahaha.. k.. i'm exaggerating.. but jus noe its big.. BIG BIG BIG! happiness.

today was to the max. its like u feel so wronged, so resigned.. so lost for words that u just subject yrself to it all. on a brighter note.. while prep for cell yest nite.. felt ministered bout how God empowers us. His power is manifested thro' our weakness.. so true.. so very true. Bro Sam's message on the Hallmark of a new generation.. knocked rite thro my pulsating heart. still constantly blown away by His greatness, His love.. His wide arms.

changes.. changes are inevitable.. but do you think that changing for someone is "right"? i come from the we-should-never-change-for-someone school of thought.. at times i wonder.. why should i conform to the normalities of ordinary? there are definitely areas where i should change.. yet.. if i change, does it make me a better person? a better cordy? i do believe that change is part and parcel of growing up.. i guess i jus never wanna grow up.

Patrick said tis yesterday.. it was woah.. words of wisdom. He said.. that no matter what.. no matter how busy we are.. no matter how absurd we feel life is.. we MUST jus commit it to God's hand.. say a prayer like "lord.. i know i'm busy like siao, but i still want YOU to take control." i'm still workin on that.. he asked whether we could fully commit ourself to cell and speedlight for one year. 1 year. for one whole year.. jus devote to cell and speedlight. man.. i tell u.. must pray for guidance.

talked a little to kenny today. when he said.. "woah.. i prefer you fatter, like last time!" hahaha. i was in such a la-la mode. hahahaha.. yes, i'm slavish. honestly.. weight has bothered me on many occasions.. yes it has. anyway.. i signed up for pilates tis sem! wee hee~ exciting. gonna start my night joggin sessions soon.. waitin for the weather to clear up and all.. haha.. excuses. =)

right.. so.. jus feelin guilty cuz i ate a whole lot of ba qua jus now. do not eat ba qua.. cuz u'll have to jog for like a gazillion days. rite.. so.. i'm ending this post with.. if only u knew.

-pinching the fats on my tummy-