watched half of "My girl" today, i LOVE BANGKOK *screams*

gym-ed today. yay! finally got down to gyming again.. haiz.. BUT i had ice cream just now, aiyah.. haven't had ice cream in a long while, so tot i'd treat myself to it. u noe, like when i sit down, i can see the fats around my waist.. WAH.. its DISGUSTING CAN. and then i wonder.. maybe i'm storing fats in the wrong places cuz I GET COLD SO EASILY. urrgh. invigorating.

i tink today was hungry day. didn't eat enough to replenish what i lost while gyming? i dunno. felt so hungry the entire day, prob cuz i didn't really had a proper meal, HAD PORRIDGE FOR LUNCH. how to be full. urrggh. just the tot of what i'll eat in USA makes me wanna puke and cry lei. i'm so afraid to come back looking like a hippo.. my face doesn't do justice i tell u.. plus, how to not put on weight. weighed myself today at the gym after workin out, i'm 50.9kg. yeahh.. THATS MY WEIGHT. woah liao. i need to do more cardio before i fly, or else, i'm screwed. NOBODY WILL MARRY ME ARH!!!!!! =/

4 more days till i fly, haven't even pack my stuff yet. haven't even planned what bags to bring, shoes to bring, clothes to bring.. hahaha. MAMA. excited!!!!!

all this while, i tink God was trying to teach me patience, and the art of undoing my own will so that His can be done. somedays i feel like i'm waiting for something that may never come to pass, other times, i tink.. yeah.. it may happen. aaaah. what if i've been praying wrongly??

i hate fats! i want to know the answers of all my unanswered questions! aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!

-say NO! to fats, BURN THEM!-