feeling okay. feeling right with God.. felt His comforting arms thro' the week. its definitely by His grace tat i am okay.

friendships/relationships. all such big ships. all contingent upon each other. i love my friends, i love sluggy, small one, jo. felt so lost sometime back, didn't blog it cuz decided to hand it into His hands. its in His hands now, He's got my whole world in His hands[like e song goes]...

emotionally.. getting to rest. spiritually, His grace has been made ever so perfect in MY WEAKNESS. everytime i'm tempted, i jus tink about the cross, and i survive my temptations. thank you Lord for the cross. you have no idea.

was askin around and talkin to terence online the other day about How can a relationship glorify God? read Boy meets Girl and halfway thro' I kissed dating goodbye.. expectations. tsk tsk. how we consciously or sub-consciously expect from each other. felt really sian bout' stuff in e midst of last week, but am okay already.

had a chance to go shoppin with sluggy.. FINALLY. haven't spent quality time with ling since FOREVER, since the day we kena con on our tem jobs. hurr hurr. it was good.. good to meet up with her.. a good ending to the week. shoppping. i love shopping.

realise that as we grow older, as our days past, our walk with Jesus becomes ever so much more real. could it be that He's coming? or could it be that we're diving deeper into the word? felt really ministered during the short worship at leader's meet...

Ending this post with this song.. which reminded me, of me.

"Deep in my heart is a tug of war, I'm struggling to know what this life is for, and i try so hard to stay in control, to hold back the tears, to not let go.."

-it shouldn't be this hard-