its gonna be such an exciting/tiring/powerpact week.

had AA last friday. good AA. laugh so hard that i could have cried. saw jo... love her hair now. ha. man.. sluggy ar.. dun u jus wish u could fly? i do.

feel so burdened. yet at the same time very thankful for the many blessings. Cheney said something like tis in cell.. today u very happy ar?! i was like.. i jus had the longest week in the past year.. my insides are still undergoin some turmoil. but emotionally much better, much better now. thank you Lord.

some issues in my life still need to be ironed out, need to place some yellow lines on certain matters, yet i lack the will.

feeling inadequate is one feeling i detest the most. could it be that it isn't inadequacy but jus the lack of faith? i dunno. i know i can never be understanding enough at times. i know i can never be the perfect ideal. i know that yr still searching for the one yet here i am. i love the talks, i love the walks, i love the now.

this past one year... has taught me that my pillar must always be our wonderful savior. always. absolute. some stuff i have yet to do, cuz i lack the courage cuz i'm afraid of losing what i have right now. i need wisdom.. definitely.

happy to hear that all things workin out in bazhang's relationship! happy for you. =)

-moulds are pretty-