HANDS UP to jo man.. sorrieee! i can't believe i forgot my best bud's birthday. eeks. so bogged down with sch and life that i forgot its her 2 decades being alive in our world. hurr hurr. 13th jan. lucky no. SORRAY JO! =
passed my basic theory! praise the LORD. beginnin drivin on the 5th of feb.

special thanks to: sluggy for yr outright uncompromising attitude. abang! for yr support, prayers and PHONE CALLS when i really needed them.. u are GURU ONE AR! on my knees! hope u get.. GAP! grin. rachel tan, your advice has been God sent.

finally bought my organiser from paperchase. its tis cool black paperback organiser with spots on it. makes me happy. happy. long time since i last been truly happy.

met up with sec sch friends today. I LOVE U GUYS. tono's back from aust.. said i should put on more weight. hurr.. and to tink someone wants me to lose MORE. jus lovely catchin up with everyone. talked to alvin lai. speakin to him still makes me.. assured. we spoke about church, family... life and friends. spoke while we all walked to sunplaza park. it was a lovely walk. it was a lovely day.

as i re-collect what we spoke.. i felt.. comfortable. u noe like how u can jus sprawl on yr bed the entire day.. ya.. comfortable rite? yes.. i felt tat same way as we spoke. no tentions.. it was.. effortless. told him about what i felt he changed when he entered NDU.. and he agreed. u noe how u can be a guru about other ppl's life but not yours? yar.. tats me. hands and feet raised in agreement.

emotionally not rested. tot i was.. but still am not. i need to get away from stuff.. i need to talk.. i need to settle everything before i can be rested. i need to be able to let go and not regret. i need to know. i need you.

-walking in the park-