UPDATES
first up, i'm DONE with religion essay. finally.. the ship has landed and thank God!!!!!! finally.. so happy. clicked "send" and i was like.. LIBERATION!! i have my life back. didn't have a life for like 2 weeks!! urgh.

attended kenny's division support group on one friday. it was good, EXCEPT the fact that i kept dozing off. urgh. was super tired. =/

went joggin on sat! it was good. supposed to meet jo at the junction BUT like helloooo.. its like so turn left turn right.. cuz we went to the same place at diff time. and jo ran after the wrong girl!!! hahahaha.. ended up joggin ALONE!! 6km! happiness!!

just came back from NUS cell. *KODAK MOMENT* the journey back made me reflect on why i do what i do, again. just felt so blessed and just thankful for everything. love this verse that i read durin the weekend.. "... My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." 2 corinthians 12:9

the crux of it, His power is made perfect in weakness. how i try to be more by my own strength. abandoned. love that word. be abandoned to God. tat IS the only way. i was like.. helllooooo.. so many times I try so hard but at the end of it all, God is there to receive me, in all my weakness, in my distress, in my moments of need. He is the I am.

really love my school. away from the rest of the world. first entered NTU with so much "sian-ness" but now, it been good. many opportunities to share the word, away from my usual click of friends[but i miss them], away from my comfort zone, away from what i am used to i guesss.. embracing it all.

cell attendance has been encouraging!! very very! they're gel-ing pretty fine.. more transparent and all.. however, think they're still not really comfortable to.. share. jess has been amazing.. cheney has been awesome, jian han, althea, tiff and eunice, very dependable.. jon lee should so join the M & D ministry.. yane is lovely.. benjamin's beginnin to talk. SO HAPPY! can see the Lord moving and sustainin the cell through it all.. In the beginnin used to feel so inadequate, so sad if they dun listen or like disappointed. BUT, i shouldn't. just sometimes, the human me takes over. disappointment sets in.. and the cycle is viscious.

wee wee! miss eugene. jinli's back from taipei! asked me to go his POP once again.. haha.. mm. camp com has been encouraging. lookin forward to the hols! once 13 nov is over, i'm so gonna enjoy myself and do some serious shopping!

-God is awesome-