read Isaiah 58 today... part of the Fasting and Prayer thingy... the whole chapter jus spoke to me. been rather dry these few days cuz of being... BUSY [being under satan's yield!] no la.. jus plain fed up with things... eeks.

very happy bout today, did absolutely nothing. in my world, doing nothing means stayin at home and jus watch tv. OH but i went back to TPJC.. yar har.. went there to pass corn to my friend who was doin his art work for A levels.. made corn today.. so.. oh well.. he like painted my shoes for me and i'm SO HAPPY CUZ ITS SO NICE!!! brought my book to the grandstand area and jus sprawled on it and read my story book.. it was lovely. LOVELY.

brought my bro for dinner... tat was good quality time! *urgh* guess wat? my dad's car has been in the multi storey carpark for the past 3 days cuz he's away on business.. AGAIN. why did i fail my basic theory.. urgh. and next week.. he's going away on business.. FOR ONE WEEK. urgh. i'm SO motivated to pass it! soo.. *fingers and toes crossed* let me go book it first..!

lookin forward to simpang tmr!

-away with procrastination-

jo jus sent me tis website, www.fitday.com! freaking good for trackin yr fat or carbo intake..! =)

well.. today was a fun day, went bowling.. shoppin.. but the highlight of my day was.. praying for ling and sueann and the rest of the NUS muggin crew. i dunno why, or how come it was.. but yar.. the power of prayer.

i'm dedicating tis post to... memories. mum turned 50 not too long ago.. sat downstairs with her eating ice cream, the ones the ah-pek comes in their motorcycles ringin the bells? yar.. had ice cream with mama late at nite on her birthday, downstairs.. had a chance to talk to her.. i love my mummy.. after stayin in the hostel.. realised the importance of family and how much i miss em thro' the week. u have no idea. i'm so happy that she received christ! but its gettin her to church tats the hurdle! =) anyhow, that was the loveliest day i spent with my mama in a long time.

its gonna be close to one year.. one fateful and eventful year. its come to a point where the fiber glass walls between us are so thick that even when i see you, i have to plough thro that thick wall to get to you. this semester has shown me how diff life would be when sch starts.. and its really different i'd say. its not worth it anymore and it took me soo long to figure that out. there were many times when i wanted e fleeting moments to remain.. but u noe... all the moments added up.. i dunnoo.. aren't as thick as the walls u put up around you. oh well..

i'm 19! eeeks! one more yr to bein a decade old. gosh. cell has been awesome.. seein them "grow" up and jerome lost so much weight!!! weee hee! jess has been very dear to me cuz i see myself in her.. they've been awesome.. despite in the beginnin when i'll run over opp church and jus feel so overwhelmed and let it all out to the "AA" circle.. haha.. golly. things sure have changed..

so far, tis year has been such a roller coaster ride.. with and in everything.. ntu, church stuff, a levels results, camps, friends and wood. but all i can say is..

i'm at my best when i'm in tune with God's word.

-listening-

had a "cell outing" at jess house today.. haha. tried playin tennis.. but OH WELL..!! had fun runnin bout pickin balls and cheney pushed me into the pool~IN MY SHORTS AND JERSEY! hurr!! grin. but.. it was fun playin monopoly and eating maggie mee!!!!! watched SHUTTER! and i so did shudder can.. screamed like siao~~ but.. oh well.. i tink the total mintues that i actually opened my eyes to watch the screen.. was like.. 15 mintues?! =/

FINALLY! my fan works. everytime gotta like switch it on for 15 min till it starts rotating!

felt fulfilled cuz i got to see the other side of jon ong.. noel.. mm.. hope jess is able to SLEEP and bathe after shutter!! hahaz.. same to ong too.. hahaha!! ong can SCREAM LIKE A GIRL!! weee hee!

-Discovery channel: "what have you learnt today?"-

THE FAT LADY HAS SUNG! its over! yayayaayay! went shoppin and i had A BLAST! =) He really makes ALL things beautiful in His time!!!!!!!

jus felt really blessed for all the encouragement i got durin this SIAO period k. so really really APPRECIATE it.. esp joanna.. wanting to call me at 12 midnight to only doze of to sleep!!! haha.. but yar.. she woke up early the next day to send me a prayer sms..!! thank yoooou!

k. lots to do this hols. dental appointment for braces, driving[YES driving, no more failing for basic theory], get in shape, pack room, organise cell outing, go for mornin strolls with the Lord, go out of singapore, camp stuff, hall hockey and softball [eeeeK!]- back to jungle for that, spend more time with my family esp my brother... retail therapy! jus added $200 to singapore's economy today! =)

He has been so so good. Your grace is sufficient and made PERFECT in my weakness.

-and still I rise-

FIRST ever meet the parents seesssion! wooo hoo~ golly goodness.. went pretty smooth! i didn't have to talk.. so.. PRAISE THE LORD! =)

anyhow.. tmr.. is.. religion EXAM. God help me. i so can't wait to get it OVER. 13th nov.. FREEDOM! ooH and alvin lai asked me to attend his NDU party on friday.. hmm.. so exciting! but got exam next day.. i'm told himm.. OKAY! aiyaya!

oh! and guess what? NIKE concept stall? emailed me and asked me whether i was still keen to work for them.. so.. HOW AR? any SUGGESTIONS? sounds exciting.. but i'm so lookin forward to enjoyin my hols? maybe enjoyment can come from serving ppl? AND its NIKE. if i say yes!! we can get DISCOUNTS! woooo!

k.. i need to go read.. buddhism now. kharma.. wahh.. OH! and jo gave me this absolutely fabulour book like a study bible! THANKS JO!! and got a card from NUS cell. wah.. so happy and blessed. yayayay! golly goodness.

read sluggy's blog today.. *GIANT BIG HUG sluggy* aiyaya.. fret not.. when its ALL over.. we shall go to marina south and jus have a picnic and enjoy.. the great outdoors!!! wee hee!! and i can finally use the picnic mat my sis got me!! =)

havin life sciences tmr.. good. great. can't wait for it all to be over. got my religion paper back.. disappointed. put in like the motherload of eeffort.. but oh well.. i guess.. ah.. whatever la. i love religion lessons and video.. but i guess.. i can't score in it cuz.. i get too excited and i become.. incoherent. =/

hence, tis proves my point in stayin in ENGINEERING. so.. yes. i'm realisin His plan for me. got a chance to share with my classmate bout how great the Lord is and has been in my life.. even thro this EXAM STREEESSSS HIGH season. k, jus had mee sua and i'm gettin sleepy.. but lastly, lets keep the pre speedlight campers in prayer. mm!

-in GOD we trust-